.......

I have tried and tried again.
But now this is the end.
Tell me, what's the use of holding on...
If we can't be friends.

Life really is a bitch.
What did I do differently from
anyone else?
I'm forced to deal with matters
that make me depressed all the time
and it really freaking sucks.

When I look around, people are
happy and being spontaneous and
enjoying life and it's like, why
can't I have ANYTHING?
Am I that bad of a person?
Do I push everyone away unintentionally?
Probable answer: Maybe.