Can't Help But Wait.

Sitting here after working from 1-8:30

and I'm stressed the hell out.
It's not so much my job as it is
my life outside my job.

I mean.. yesterday [the 30th]
was pretty freaking awesome.
I bought my LX:
AND got this awesome camera:
from my buddy Dean.
I'm extremely tired but
I'm dealing with Mike's attitude
and trying not to stress about that.

In all honesty, my ass should probably
be sleeping my every time I lay down,
my mind starts racing and I have to get
up and walk around and think.

It's my blessing and curse.
I think to much.
I wonder what's going on.
What are the circumstances to
ignoring someone you love "so much"
for 10+ hours at a time.

"You don't seem to understand that I work."
Whoa, buddy.
I work too.
Even when I'm at work, I make
it a point to respond within a
reasonable time frame.
Why?
So no questions form.

But when the table is turned,
it's another story.
It's always the case
and I can't help but wait
for the day that things change.
-Good Morning, Reader.