Thursday, September 13, 2007

Justin AKA Juni AKA Messiah AKA Crazy.

Messiah: i got alot going on now
Messiah: surgery coming up.
Messiah: school.
Messiah: work. ect ect
iGoogleYo: Good luck with that. I'm gonna step back until I'm "needed" because it's like you want a friend on demand and not someone that's always there. So I'll talk to you another day.
Messiah: i told you you can be here.
iGoogleYo: There's a difference in wanting someone to be close and just letting them in barely to stop them from bothering you.
iGoogleYo: But ugh, enjoy your week.
Messiah: smh

Ok..
Let me clear this up.
Justin.. wow.. We were really close.
I felt as though he was confiding information in me
and I saw him as a good friend and kept his secrets
and insecurities to myself once I felt that it wasn't something
dangerous to his overall being.

Justin and I hooked up.
It's not a secret..
And since then, we've been cool.
He called on me when he needed to talk
and I appreciated his trust in me deeply
but he's changed.

Since becoming a "entrepreneur",
Justin has distanced himself from me..
And I say just me because he's close to AJ now
and it was I that introduced them to one another.
It's funny how things worked out.

I tried to make Justin feel good when he was down
and I tried so hard to understand when he wasn't himself
and I also tried to be what he needed as far as a
sturdy relationship goes.
I can say without embarrassment that I did love Justin at one point.
I felt as though I knew him better than anyone else..
Turns out.. I was fooled.

He's a serial pimp.. all jokes aside.
EVERY female I've conversed with knows Justin, has been
"caked" by Justin, or has heard of his ways.
I don't understand him.
Maybe I never will.
Yes, I will always care about Justin.
As I do for all my friends, online and off.
He is an OK person, regardless of his lies
and deceit.
If he calls on me, I'm gonna be there regardless of what it is.
I'm a F.O.D.
[Friend on Demand.]

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

lol...