David.

Me: Anyway... how are you?
David: why ask? It's not like you really care. In fact, until I pop on and make little comments you seem to have very little to say... you don't take our interaction seriously at all... so I'm gonna stop bothering you all the time... I apologize... I will leave you alone... and wish you well... I hope everything works out with your education and stuff... I pray you and Robert have love and joy in your lives always... you make sure to take care of yourself... you're a beautiful and intelligent woman who deserves all of life's very best... but it will only be yours if you get out there and take it like you mean it... for you.... and for Robert.... you both deserve it...
David: take care

So basically... I've been "dumped" once again.
I don't know what the hell it is I do.
It's like.. everyone thinks I don't care about them
when in reality, I do. Maybe it's just me.
Maybe the aura I give off is negative or something.
When I do care, people see it as me not caring..
So maybe.. I'll just not give a fuck about people anymore.
No harm, no foul I guess.
I can't be all melancholy when it's like,
"Kimi, do you really care?"
"Kimi, are you sure you want this?"
or
"Kimi, you're great but not what I want."
Whenever I'm upbeat and actually 100% positive about
something, I always get those questions and
it's like.. what the hell.. my actions don't
speak louder than my words or something.
It's just... bananas..
DEFINITELY NOT DOPE!